06.05.01

i don't even really know what to say in here anymore.

"i don't know." it's become the most overly-used phrase in my vocabulary.

i even said so in an email i just wrote: "i don't know. i say that a lot lately. i say that about everything. i feel like i'm writing in a diary or something. i have to remember that i'm writing to an actual person, and not just any person, but you."

that you i spoke of. she is reading this. and i just hope she knows that i miss her. i hope she knows she has been a better friend to me in the past two years than most people i know.

in the past day i've switched from listening to sleater-kinney and the dismemberment plan to listening to death cab for cutie and the kings of convenience too much. i think that's why i'm feel like this.